Itisnevertoolate..

2010-05-29T18:22:00.000+08:00

Is it necessary for me to write things in here for people to read and then pretend like they know so much about me when the fact there's nothing they really knew...

I should start saying just what comes to my mind....i'm tired of hiding...

It's been a pleasure.

2010-05-15T17:43:00.000+08:00

If there is that one time when I'm ready....I definitely will....

Let me follow my own heart...

You need not rush me coz I do not see the point in it.

I need you....and you know that!

Kisah Klasik Kita...

2010-04-28T18:09:00.000+08:00

When it has overcome your body and soul.....all you need is the key to bring you back to the real world. But I kinda lost mine along the way. So let me enjoy it a lil while longer until the time eventually comes then I'll make my way to that exit door.

For now I am a happy girl!

Aku bukan minah tayar!

2010-04-27T18:34:00.001+08:00

Let's not drown myself into a situation where I wish I will never be in...

But I truely understand how some people are not able to keep a relationship blooming and ends up loosing everything they have worked for many many years...and how some people just do the things they keep doing though some things can be very tiny but the impact it brings create a whole different meaning.....get what i mean? No!? Yes!?

Well the point is...indenial can be healthy, at a certain point that is! I have been in a very confusing state but I would have to say those chapters are long gone. Today.....somehow.... they decide to crawl all over me again.

Being nice is good....but getting all flirty together gets a person into the dangerous zone immediately. I would not want to drift away into the song that significant person is singing to. Focusing myself is one.....but when they get warm, fuzy & sweet, you can barely stop yourself from dreaming away. I'm talking in circles....yet again!

Ok....I'm happy that ppl ard me are making the effort to make me happy. I appreciate the lil things some ppl do just to carve a smile on me. I would have to say...It's been ahwile since sumone makes me feel like I am important. I'm such a minah kental at surprises....but when it keep coming like almost fortnightly....I'll just have to say that he's just trying to impress me well. I know....I'm heating up a pot of soup for me to sit in. But hey....I'm very sensitive.....and it is the sensitive things like this that makes me cair mcm air batu ok. Things can never and will never be....

He's nice but I have to tell myself that....that's all there is. Nothing else!

I'm Sorry.....

(p.s. I am no minah tayar. Just becoz u dun have a tayar to bring ard, you can simply label people like dat. It's really stupid!)

Coz the little things goes a long long way....

2010-04-19T17:59:00.001+08:00

I'll be on my way to the milky waaaaaayy......haha! *private joke*

Thanks for cursing me! Thanks for guiding me on my way to the point where things can never return as it was. You made me open my eyes and think.

I guess my mind will set me thinking only when the wind is blowing.

Ohh....pls pls pls....let's go prawning next!

2010-04-06T17:15:00.001+08:00

So it's confirmed. I'm gonna be celebrating my 23rd birthday as....a single lady! (Singing: All the single ladies....all the single ladies....all the single ladies....put your hands up!.....By Beyomce) Hehek!

He's going off to KL for the double trouble concert...I've decided nt to go. Coz i barely know the ppl who will be goin...and i know im gonna be bored. Yea....so he still decided to go on my birthday. Well let's not say much abt that. I got no comments.

3 and a hlf hours later....

I'm really in a bingit mood rite now. Very very the bingit. Sume org mcm suke kasi aku bingit!!! Darah upssss!!! Bingit je cekik...mcm mane berat badan tk ups jugaaak! Nie sume salah org org yang kasi aku bingit ah nie!!! Dah bingit-bingit gini terase plak nk makan satay. Nak tengok wayang...!!! Been ages since i watched a movie....can somebody please please plase ask me out for a movie pleaseeeee....!! Then lepas tuh...mcm dah lame tk pi main bowling kan kan kan! Haaaah!! Karaoke terpekik terlolong mcm pompan giler. Fuuuh!! Combo ah kire! Tapi niat dihati nk pi prawning tapi mcm tk kesampaian....disebabkan alasan tertentu. Langgar pantang susuk jatoh ah beb! Kekekek....dah...dah....dah start bbual mepek lagi kan!

Mood malas nk buat keje dah starts kicking in....part-part gini sume disebabkn mencekik tengah keje pas tuh kene milo panas. Habes ahhh...confirm pegi punyeeeer! Mater dah kuyu-kuyu...dah start main angin....hahaha. Perangai biskot siak kau!

Dah lamer tk dok tepi laut....ok random....i know. Feeling the sea breeze lingering on ur skin....the wind blows ur hair....haiz...perfect. Can somebody please bring me out to the sea late at night while the moonlight beams down on me pleasee...missing that moment! I need to get myself a car soon...cheeey! Mcm paham...tu lesen kasi pass dulu k. Dah berzaman dah. Atau sesiape yg sudi bawak aku....sila lah dial no berkenaan. Buat yg tal tau tu korang nyer suar salam k. Ya....i very the kasar today. Pasal aku tengah bingit!!! Tak happy tu krg nyer suar dalam jugak ok!

When the cookie strats to crumble....it's time to get a chewy cookie from...SUBWAAAY!!!

Peek a boo hooo...

2010-04-05T18:10:00.000+08:00

I've barely even started to blog officially....it appears that there have been ppl peeking in at random. Sibok ajer tau. Hajat dihati nk ku private kan but I guess there's no point blogging and keeping it all private. Plus....what's there to hide. It's not like im posting pictures of myself naked! Duh!? Hahahaha....ok...no! Not funney! Well my point is....might as well I get back to basic with a pen and a diary at hand. And that is sooo leceh. Coz then I would have to get myself a safebox like those they used to keep cold hard cash. You'll never know who's reading them...
I am getting exaggerated all over again. Zeyra..! Enuff of your nonsense!

Ok...so I've been really tired lately. Like having to live 2 differemt lives all at the same time....Paham ehk? Tak paham tk pe. So been thinking a lot these days....so many things to achieve....so many things to settle....so many things to pay for....so many issues to think about. The typical things ppl do for their daily lives. Never ends. I dunno what i am blabbering abt. Seriously!

Will prolly be heading up to KL for my 23rd birthday for the double trouble concert. Dun ask why!? I dunno why.....tapi klau org nak sponsor mak okay jeeeer! Heheheh! But then...it won't be as much fun. I'd rather stay in mainland and celebrate them with the ppl i love rather than ppl i barely even know. Haiz....! No point pondering still. Cakap pon tk guna. Bukan org dgr pon.

April is gonna be tough on me. So expect me to go bonkers aye!

Thanks to my babes for the meet up. For listening.....for understanding....for everything. It's been like ages.....love them! No doubt!

OK....my shoulders has been screaming since morning. Is that reason good enuff for me to ga back home on time??? Aaaahhh! Like i giv a wee bit damn abt it. Sayonara!

Show me the way...

2010-03-25T17:46:00.000+08:00

As a female in my early 20's, there's no doubt that my wishlist keeps getiing longer even with the fact that my hopefully increasing paycheque is at a screeching halt. Being typical am I!? Ouh to find a good reason for myself to save up, I'm gonna have to note down 10 of the wanted items for my own referral.Heh!

1. Urban Decay Primer Potion
2. Puma Watch
3. Ralph Lauren EDT Natural Spray Parfume
4. Zhafir's new school shoes
5. iPhone
6. Lasik Eye Surgery
7. Urban Decay Alice In Wonderland Palette
8. Err....ok maybe not that much...but for now 7 will do...haha!

I'm really bored at work.....btw, since I am so damn free, I took a look upon the Subordinate Court under the Family Justice Division legislations. It's best if I gather my ammunitions before proceeding into the unexpected war. No....I'm not letting things off easily.Never will.

It's really been ahwile since my last post and i'm getting this kinda ackward feel to this blogging world. Like i have to think abt the next topic even before finishing wat im saying now. Get me? No?! NVM! And let's not start with the grammar errors!!

It's 5:51 pm now.....so CAN I GO HOME ALREADY??????? Heheh!

His 29th...

2010-03-23T17:53:00.000+08:00

It's his birthday today....

Got him the most expensive item I've ever bought for anyone. Yea...could have paid off my outstanding handphone bills. I know! But I guess he deserves it. After all the sacrifices he made for me and the lil monster. I just hope the changes are permanent.

Again.....happy 29th birthday...

2010-03-10T15:59:00.000+08:00

As quoted by .... "..actually it feels good to work hard together when 2 ppl r really in luv but luv fades away in time. the quality of luv will change according to the need of life in different stages, thats when ppl started to distract their attention to something else to maintain the marriage. though i couldn't have a perfect marriage, but i do hope u can hav one...."

That is one of the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me. It feels great that some others do care about your life...

2010-01-04T17:17:00.000+08:00

It's time to start anew...