Let's not drown myself into a situation where I wish I will never be in...
But I truely understand how some people are not able to keep a relationship blooming and ends up loosing everything they have worked for many many years...and how some people just do the things they keep doing though some things can be very tiny but the impact it brings create a whole different meaning.....get what i mean? No!? Yes!?
Well the point is...indenial can be healthy, at a certain point that is! I have been in a very confusing state but I would have to say those chapters are long gone. Today.....somehow.... they decide to crawl all over me again.
Being nice is good....but getting all flirty together gets a person into the dangerous zone immediately. I would not want to drift away into the song that significant person is singing to. Focusing myself is one.....but when they get warm, fuzy & sweet, you can barely stop yourself from dreaming away. I'm talking in circles....yet again!
Ok....I'm happy that ppl ard me are making the effort to make me happy. I appreciate the lil things some ppl do just to carve a smile on me. I would have to say...It's been ahwile since sumone makes me feel like I am important. I'm such a minah kental at surprises....but when it keep coming like almost fortnightly....I'll just have to say that he's just trying to impress me well. I know....I'm heating up a pot of soup for me to sit in. But hey....I'm very sensitive.....and it is the sensitive things like this that makes me cair mcm air batu ok. Things can never and will never be....
He's nice but I have to tell myself that....that's all there is. Nothing else!
I'm Sorry.....
(p.s. I am no minah tayar. Just becoz u dun have a tayar to bring ard, you can simply label people like dat. It's really stupid!)
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